It is dark outside when my half-sister pulls up to the rental house, but my son Smoke runs out to greet her. “I’ll carry your bag,” he says. His offer surprises me-I’ve never known him to play the gentleman. Once she’s inside, he tells her: “I can help you unpack.” “Why thank you,” she says. She is as surprised by I am at his chivalry. Her voice is the same as it’s always been—soft and almost laughing.
Smoke waits for her as she drinks a glass of water and uses the bathroom. While he waits, he lines her three bags against the wall from small to large. When she enters he is all eagerness, unzipping zippers, lining bottles in rows, putting shirts in one drawer, skirts in another. In the eight years he’s been alive, he has met my sister five or six times, but he is utterly, immediately at ease with her.
A memory: It is a hot summer night and I am sitting in my sister’s lap. I am four; she is nineteen. My parents have taken us to see a play at a community theater in rural Maine. Outside, the air has cooled. At intermission, we watched bats catch bugs by the outdoor lamps. But now we are back inside the theater where the air is still and muggy. We are waiting for the play to start again. The heat brings out all the body smells. My sister smells like baby powder and shampoo. Her hair spills over her shoulders. I pick up a handful and put it under my nose to pretend I have a mustache. It is an excuse to be as close to her as possible.
I wonder how it is that Smoke has recognized in my sister what has always been so comforting to me. He seems to intuit that all of her belongings are carefully selected treasures. He wants to be near her, in her space, sitting next to the woman who feels in some essential way just like his mother but also—and this is important—in some essential way mysterious and different.
image from: http://www.liberty.co.uk/fcp/categorylist/dept/paisley-fabric
An endearing look at two wonderful family members. So sweet!
A small, beautiful thing, all around.
Smoke, like a self-assured archiologist, said, “Oh, I know what these are.”, and placed my dangly earrings in the ‘prettiness drawer’. I miss him already. He has cast his sweet, loving, spell on me, and I am forever his, just as I have been forever yours from the moment I saw you. He reminds me so much of you as a child, but he’s also ‘mysterious and different’.
I like reading “Familiar” because usually people have to die before such a lovely vignette is written about them. And that’s if they’re fortunate.
I really like the graphic you chose. ❤️